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2003-10-19 @ 15:26
It's just great. Guess whos screwd up again at MY party. I should meet this boy that never came, so I drank I away my disappointment, my fear and my tragic life. I got loaded. I could bearly walk and it isn't first time. I had 3 bottles of wine and some vodka.
Fuck me!!
I can't do anything right, and every time I drink I get loaded. I can't drink for gods sake! And my friends just laugh at me. "Yeah, we new u was going to be loaded", and then they laugh. And I also felt at sleep when we was at the nightclub, and I puked in my friends car once again. Why the hell do they keep taking with them? I don't deserve it. All I do is to screw theyr night.
But I'm kind of glad that this boy didn't show up, because I don't want him to see me like that...
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Today I feel:
I wanna have control
I wanna perfect body
I wanna perfect soul
I want you to notice
When I'm not around
So fucking special
I wish I was special
But I'm a creep
I'm a weirdo
What the hell am I doing here?
I don't belong here.
~Creep - Radiohead~
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